Keran air

4th November 2011
Di kosan gue ada dua kamar mandi, salah satu kamar mandi itu kerannya rusak. Setiap saat, keran itu ngeluarin tetesan-tetesan air yang agak banyak dan lumayan berisik, apalagi kalau udah tengah malem, suara airnya bisa kedengeran sampe kamar paling ujung, ya kamar gue ituh…
Hampir delapan bulan gue tinggal disini dan mulai terbiasa dengan suara air itu, akhirnya kemaren sore keran itu di benerin. Anak-anak kamar lain ikutan seneng karena gak harus ngeliat air mubadzir gara-gara tuh keran. Gue sempet seneng, maklum gue suka sedih kalau liat berita waktu orang-orang rebutan air atau harus jalan berkilo-kilo meter cuma buat dapet air bersih. Sedangkan di kosan gue, air nya gak keruan muntah kemana-mana. 
Ok, back to keran. Setelah si keran di ganti, air nya gak mubadzir lagi dan suaranya pun gak berisik lagi. tapi ada perasaan aneh pas gue ke kamar mandi, apa lagi kalau malem, berasa sepiiii banget. I feel something is missing. Konyol sih, masa kangen sama suara air, tapi kangen sama suara itu ngingetin gue sama seseorang yang mulai hilang. Biasanya hp gue kepenuhan sms dari dia, batre low bath gara-gara telpon dari dia, dan hari-hari gue di ganggu dengan perasaan bahagia bercampur kangen kalau gak ketemu dia. Tapi sekarang dia hilang, dia pergi dengan meningalkan tempat yang kini kosong, dan gue ngerasa sepiiii banget. Seperti hal nya keran lama itu, gue kangen dia yang lama, dia yang dulu, dia yang selalu bikin hari-hari gue gak hampa meski kadang mengganggu. Tapi gue gak bisa kaya keran itu yang mudah banget di ganti yang baru, gue mungkin gak sanggup kalau ada yang mau gantiin dia, bukan karena dia itu terlalu sempurna untuk di gantiin orang lain, tapi karena mungkin gak ada yang bisa ngebuat hidup gue sempurna, sesempurna dia yang dulu jadi bagian hati gue.
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who do you think you are?

"Jar Of Hearts"

I know, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You're lookin' to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?